Dearest Blog,
It's been more than a year since I last posted my last entry. I told you before that I'm not good in maintaining an everyday entry. I've always had something to do and never had the time to really sit down and reflect on my actions etc. Tonight is different. Many things have happened in the last couple of weeks and months. I've started to realize my actions and have woken up from that daze or charm of mine, or whatever you call it. When we do things for people, we never expect anything in return. This is because we have learned from young never to expect what is to be expected because we will get hurt in return. Always do anything with an open and honest heart and with sincerity. But in actual fact, all this is easier said than done and we are only human and it's only natural for human nature to expect a little something in return, if not anything then at least the gratitude from that person. Sometimes when you're too kind and caring towards someone, that person will tend to take advantage of you and when a slight disagreement arises, all your good effort goes down the drain coz that someone will overpower you with all your bad points and hit you right, left and centre giving you no chance to say a word. At the end of the day, what do they gain from it? Could it have been settled nicely like matured adults? Apparently no, coz that person wants to be heard and have the last say to everything and anything. Egoism can be good and bad. But once a person has too much of it and has no empathy for others, then it's not looking good for them at all. Pride comes before a fall. Be humble and accept what is good for you coz we will never do or say anything to harm or hurt you. If more than one person has the same negative opinion and views about you, that means something is not right. The truth hurts but that's because we care sincerely for you and we don't want to see you get hurt coz we'll be hurt in return. Casual friends don't hurt you coz they don't care what you do with your life and that's because you're irrelevant to them, just like any other friend. True friends will care enough to ensure you're doing the right things in life. These are rare friends and not everyone has the opportunity to have such friends. Cherish them if not they'll be taken away from you. We don't disappear from your life. You pushed us away from your life. You made us make that difficult choice. Friends come and go but true friends remain. We are still the same old friends. We have not changed. We have matured. The only person who has changed is you. Wake up and start realizing the reality of life. Stop living in denial behind that mask of yours. You can't fool anyone but yourself. Don't be afraid to take a big step if one is indicated; you can't cross a chasm in two small jumps. It's never too late coz we'll always be around. Only you determine the friends you want to keep and the ones to forget. At the end of the day, it's your life and only you know who your true friends are. Not just passer-by, but sincere ones. The most important person to be honest with is yourself and no one else can help you but yourself.
Goodnight Blog!
