Journey

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
To you

Everything In Its Time

Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed?
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

'cause the river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

'cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like Your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see

There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

'Cause the river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time

Think of Me

Packing my bags this morning
Was the hardest thing to do
But packing my bags was so easy
Compared to standing outside your door right now
to say goodbye to you

Think of me
I know you've never seen me cry
Think of me
But it's so hard to say goodbye
Think of me
What can I say to show you
I'll never give up on you
I will be waiting for you

I will be there when you call
I will see you through it all
And even in your darkest hour
I pray that the Lord we found
Will set you on solid ground

I know that is feels like leaving
Is a part of letting go
But I'm praying with hope and believing
That I'll see you once again down this road
I hope that it won't be long

Think of me
I know God brought you as a friend
Think of me
I know He'll bring you back again
Think of me
What can I say to show you
I'll never give up on you
I will be waiting for you

Think of me
I know you've never seen me cry
Think if me
But it's so hard to say goodbye
Think of me
What can I say to show you
I'll never give up on you
I will be waiting for you

Uneventful Flight

I returned to Melbourne a few days ago and flew Malaysian Airlines. It was by far one of the worst flight experience I ever had with the airline. Not so much the crew, but the passengers that came with it. Never knew that MAS had co-shared with so many new other airlines including.....which I will not mention, if you know me very well, you will know which airline I am referring to.

Departure time was supposed to be 9.35pm from KLIA but by the time the plane left the tarmac, it was almost 45mins delayed because we had to "wait" for "some" people...Come on...it's an International flight...if you are freaking late, too bad la...why the hell should MAS wait for "these inconsiderate people"!! Anyway, the whole "jing-bang" finally came and not to mention the "smell" was killing me softly as well...one of the old couple sat behind me and "GAWD" what a torturous 7 and 1/2 hours flight I had to endure. The old man started putting that "minyak sakit kepala" every hour or so and I couldn't breathe hoping that the oxygen mask would just come to my rescue!! But it never did!!

To top up my misery, there was this woman with a child and baby and they were so rude in asking people already sitted in the 5 seated row to move cos they she needed to use the basonet for the baby. OI!! have some respect la...where do you think you come from?! Carry the baby as though trying to get some pityness from others...It ain't work this way lady!

Anyway she finally got her way with the whole seat and with her whole "jing-bang". Blardy freaking next to me on the other rows...She smelled like she didn't take a shower for a month =S The whole "jing=bang" probably...I seriously wanted to vomit but there weren't any paper bags in the plane. What happened to them?! Throughout the entire flight, the baby and child CRIED and I tell you CRIED CRIED CRIED!! and the mother and grandmother did nothing much to SHUT them up! I felt like giving "those" people a piece of my mind...WTH!! Bad enough I can't get much sleep in the plane and when I'm trying to you can't even SHUT your kids up...Don't bring them onto the plane in future!! ARGH ARGH ARGH!! There was even a time when I saw "pampers" underneath the seat next to me and I was like SHITZ WTH!! This is NOT an open toilet!! And it ain't your GRANDFATHER'S PLANE that the rest of the passengers had to wait for you for freaking 45minutes and you bring your SHITZ to the plane as well!! GAWD DAMMIT!! What's wrong with these people?!?! So uncivilized!! Why don't you just travel by BOATS instead?!?!?! Then you can throw your kid's pampers in the open sea...Plane is all air-tight for HOURS!!! SICKENING SIGHT!!

SIGH SIGH SIGH...